Einai merikes fores pou emeis oi anthropoid ksipname kai gia alli mia fora apofasizoume na koitaksoume piso mas… kai pairnoume afto to ifos tis nostalgias kai ksekiname na anapoloume kai na thimomaste… thimomaste gelia, xares, koutsompolia, diakopes, xamogela, klamata, moutra, gkrinies, tsakomous, adeiasmata kai gemismata tis psixis kai tis kardias… ola afta ta opoia mas exoun prosdiorisei san atoma kai ola afta pou ena ena mas exoun plasei kai mas exoun kanei tous anthropous pou eimaste simera…
Poses omos einai oi fores pou anti na koitaksoume piso, koitame pros ta mesa? Poses stigmes pername telika anazitontas ti krivetai poso apo olo afto to opoio onomazoume me tosi perifaneia “ego”? kai poso apo afto to ego iparxei telika mesa mas? Sinithos kathomaste kai krinoume ta “ego” ton allon, gematoi aftopepithisi kai kritiki ikanotita, xaraktirizomenoi apo tin anagki na eteropsosdioristoume apo ta elatomata kai ta lathi ton allon… les kai afto prokeitai na mas kanei kaliterous, veltiomenous… kai ektos ton allon kathomaste kai krinoume kai osoun mas krinoun… kai otan to kanoun afto, den anarotiomaste tous logous gia tous opoious to kanoun… “tin na pei ki aftos gia mena more, den ton vlepeis pos einai/ti exei kanei/ pos simperiferthike/klp?”… I akoma xeirotera: “ kai poios einai aftos pou mporei na milisei gia emena?”… ego ego ego ego pantou to ego…
Arage anarotiomaste pote ti eimaste emeis? Poia einai I pragmatiki eikona tou eaftou mas, kai oxi afti pou nomizoume oti exoume emeis? Ti kanoume kala, ti kanoume kaka, pou mporoume na veltiothoume, pou den mporoume (an uparxei afto)… koitame pote kai psaxnoume ti uparxei se emas to opoio sintelese sto na exoume oles aftes tis anamniseis kai tis empeiries oi opoies “mas eplasan”? Mipos an den eixame kapoia apo afta ta xaraktiristka tou eaftou mas, den tha itan oi idies anamniseis, kai kata kirio logo, mipos den tha ifistanto aftes oi anamniseis me ta atoma me ta opoia tis thimomaste?
Posa pragmata telika theoroume dedomena se afti ti zoi… Oti I A. tha me parei tilefono, oti I G. tha einai panta ekei gia mena, oti I C. den tha mou xalasei pote to xatiri, oti, oti, oti, oti… Kai giati den theoroume dedomeno oti ego tha paro tilefono tin A. kai oti ego tha eimai panta dipla sti G. kai oti ego den tha xalaso pote xatiri stin C. ?? Giati arkoumaste sto ti mporoune kai ti kanoun oi alloi gia mas, anti na doume ti mporoume emeis, san olokliromena ipotithetai kai sineiditopoiimena atoma, mporoume kai dinoume se aftous?? Kai oxi mono to ti mporoume… Alla to ti THELOUME… Giati poli sofa uparxei to gnosto rito “den uparxei den mporo, uparxei den thelo”! Giati kata kirio logo emeis oi noimones anthropoi THELOUME NA MI MPOROUME…
Kai na pou I stigmi tis anapolisis telionei, kai ksipname apo afto to lithargo ton anamniseon kai sineiditopoioume oti… nai, eimaste monoi… kai tora me poion tha moirastoume anamniseis, pos tha apoktisoume empeiries, pos tha prosdioristoume san atoma? Kai mas pianei aftos o panikos tou kenou… Kai tote einai pou skeftomaste ti exoume kanei lathos, tit tha mporousame na eixame kanei diaforetika, poses forest ha mporousame na eixame pei sggnomi, posa “sagapo” den eipame pote giati itan polu glikanalata gia ta gousta mas, posa efxaristo petaksame sta skoupidia, posa koptimenta denb vgikan pote apo to stoma mas gia na min fotisoume tou allounou ti mera kai mas perasei gia florous, posa pragmata theorisame dedomena… Kai telos o eteroprosdiorismos… kai den kseroume ton aftoprosdiorismo… Kala ksipnitouria…
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